...and drop it has
Dec. 7th, 2011 08:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
onepageatatimeJust got an e-mail from my mother, that her aunt did in fact die last night.
Even suspecting it...wasn't prepared. And I have no idea how I do this. Too much stress. And now the added guilt about not being able to go back.
I have too much to do today. And I feel horribly selfish saying that, and that adds to the guilt. But I don't know that I can look at the rest of it...a generation seems to be slipping away that meant the world to me growing up.
Just stop the clock. I'm tired of time always moving forward.
Even suspecting it...wasn't prepared. And I have no idea how I do this. Too much stress. And now the added guilt about not being able to go back.
I have too much to do today. And I feel horribly selfish saying that, and that adds to the guilt. But I don't know that I can look at the rest of it...a generation seems to be slipping away that meant the world to me growing up.
Just stop the clock. I'm tired of time always moving forward.